Azhunt

What do you want to see from me if I started to create a fan art stuff?
I'll love to hear your respond bout it.

Sigh....

Hi,
have you heard/see the new League Of Legend Character Design?
Yeap, the new Character for League Of Legend (LOL). One of the popular (MMORPG) game. Correct me if I wrong.
The new character name's Azir. A King, with Sand "element" power and a bird form (this is the main problem)
Why, I do have one of my Original Character names Rajawali. An ancient King for all birds race. (of course in Bird form too) and it has a element power too (the power to control the iron) The 1st concept art for my character "Rajawali" is around end of 2012. (too bad I never post it anywhere because I'm scare someone steal my idea. 
But too bad (LOL artist have the same creative way to create their own character, in the end the character looks almost the same from what I create "Rajawali". The only different is maybe my character have a wing and Azir don't have it. But still people can said I steal it or copy it or still looks more alike.

Here the problem, I know I still not produce any comic/game or cartoon for my idea, but I scared, If I able to do it, those company/people will sue me for Copyright bla bla bla... And yes, one of my character I have to canceled it because almost same as Zyra from League of Legends (LOL) too...... With the power of tree element and using whip as weapon

In the end, I just keep asking to myself either I want to cancel my character names "Rajawali" or just ignore all this thing. No idea...... In other words, I almost Give Up with my creative idea.....

This is my secret. I can't even draw a female eyes/boobs/and sometime the anatomy of the female character can goes wrong too. Usually, it's all about luck if the female character that I draw is nicely done. So, I want to get rid of this. I want to create variation of female eyes, variation of the size "those soft part" and straight to the point, I need to learn to draw all the female part. Yes, all of it. 

And my other secret is, my drawing style is not popular like other people. Sometime I envy with my friend who able to draw a cute cute figure~~~~~ 

Lastly, someone please teach me

I'm Character Designer ~~~~~ Love to design a Character especially my own Original Character~~~ But, I had no idea why there is a small amount of people love to attacking me, love to give a negative comment on me... I never write or comment negatively to other people artwork or Design~~~~ It's O.k if that person have a awesome artwork or Design,.... But, they not!!! They not even Alex rose ! Nahhhhh~~~~~ Maybe they jealous with my idea ~~~ And yeah, one more hot topic, love to compare with other existing character with my Original Character.... When I see the character that they said are same with my Original Character, O.K, there is a hood.. There is a magic on it... Ok, that same idea to my character.. BUt, that character have a grey skin color! Short Pants! Sexy? Teenager!!!... Not even close to mine character!! Is it because of Magic and Hood? If you said that... That means, you are noob !!!! A lot character have Hood when they are spell caster... A lot!!!! beware on what you said sometimes... Beware...

Serious, those people who are give negatively comment to me, when I look at his work... Is that good enough for you? No! Those people who are work hard on his artwork or design have a good , awesome Artwork and Design. THey know how to appreciate the design.....

I want earn money with my Drawing Skills or my Photography skills... I just need pocket money...